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| yo! i'm back! but.. i've shifted house already!!! LOL~ ok.. crap..
I GOT A NEW BLOG~~
http://un-p3rfect.blogspot.com
this is my new blog.. got to close this down for some personal reasons.. =D
GOOD BYE TO XANGA~~ ='( .. HAHA.. bye..
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| yohoO! it's tuesday today. currently have not much time left, mid-year is approaching. my time spent on computers and television has to be cut down. i guess i need to work extremely hard now. firstly, i wanna at least obtain a grade which is more than just pass. secondly, if i don prove to my dad that i have been tryin very hard, i think he'll ban me from going out with friends. zzz. so, have to work hard now. =D
anyway, will not be updating my xanga for the next 1 month or so. not because i'm lazy, but it's becos there's no time to waste on such things now. ya. i really wished that i can update as often as i can, but time doesn't allow me to do so. it's left with 2 weeks before the actual papers comes. next week having the langauge papers, eng and mt~ ok. i really loathe english a lot, i always can't score well in eng. and even if i pass, it's just a c6. mid-year will cover all the topics we have learnt since last year, which is A LOT!!! LOL~ i wonder how the hell am i going to study finish everything within the next 2 weeks. i'm not sure if i can, but i'll try my best. both my a-maths and e-maths results had been very bad. soo, i think no more slacking for me. time to focus, time to be serious. and i will. no matter wat, i'll give it my all ! i only have to stay away from the comp for 1 month. i believe i can do it. nothing's gonna bring me down!!! no temptations. no comp. no tvs. no games. NOTHING!!! except for studying. =D wish me good luck!!! LOL~
hmm.. my sis started her school yesterday!!! lol, her 2 months holiday just end lik this. basically, she only worked for one day and she give up! wat a joke. hahaha. =P. she spent the holiday going out with her bf, almost everydae!!! LOL~ now my father wans her to pioritize everything and of cos studies come first ! her course requires a lot of money man. my dad has to give her money, to buy this to buy that. it's just some of the instruments which she needs to examine eyes! lol~ she just took another $100 to buy some kind of mirror thingy for eyes de. zzz. no money liao! i wan tio 4D or toto leh!!! pls! hahaha.. =___=| | |
hmm.. ok lar. gtg! spend few mins here, i need to go and rest den study liao!!! byebye!!! wait for my return, one month later!!! =D
to all my friends & ppl having exams :: yo yo !!! exams are coming, let's all work hard together ok?? our efforts will be paid off, we will all get beautiful results !!! =D jia you~ everyone jia you together!!! DON GIVE UP ARH~ add oil ~~ !!! BOB BOB aka fish aka jinying HERE TO JIA YOU FOR YOU HOR, peifen!!! LOL~ don stressed up oso. hmm.. gd luck to all la.. jiahui peifen sili jiatian juanita peiling peihoon & weiqi and so on.. =D
signing off
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| yo! it's another friday today but it's public holiday!!! LOL~ good friday...
anyway, had our sports day yesterday which was a disaster. well, cos it rained !!! omg... the rain really spoiled the whole thing. they only started a few events den it started drizzling den slowly the rain get bigger and bigger. den they stopped everything and waited for the rain to stop but too bad it didnt. so the school had no choice but to cancel the whole thing and release us early around 10:30. i think the rest of the events will be postpone till after mid year exam. anyway, after they released us, we make our way to causeway point. had our lunch there, ate at pizza hut. was damn full after the meal. some of the 2e3 people went for ice-skating after that. but i didnt wanna go cos i really hate skating. well, sorry hor sili !!! =D
den at night, went to change new hp. hmm.. at first my father say wait for next week den change, den my mother sae since we're here already den might as well change. anyway, i'm ok with anything de la. in the end change yesterday! yeah, i changed to the sony ericssion w550i. the function and everything is really good and the cam is 1.3 mega pixels. den the memory is about 256MB, so can put in around 50+ songs. i only uploaded 41 songs inside cos dun really have nice songs to put in.. ya, after changing my fone we went to grandparents' hse. sit around and talk talk, waste time dere. den use the time to explore my new phone. haha.
anyway, todae!!! hmm.. went to watch movie with szeting and weiqi~ aiyah.. paiseh hor.. mood not very good today, so talk very less and smile very less. LOL~ hmm.. we went to watch RUNNING WILD.. comments are.. well, not bad la.. i was very very tired. becos i slept very late last night and woke up around 8+ today. i was falling asleep inside the cinema but tried my best to stay awake!!! den took neoprints with them again lor! haha. watched finish movie den they went back home whereas i went to meet my bro sis and sis bf. went for some shopping. and is shop for food. my bro's cooking YI TA LI MIAN tonight. i think i must go and help out already!!! =D ok laa~~ soo.. i have to go now!! haha. bye! take care~
signing off
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| yo! todae's thursday, another week is going to pass. had a-maths test today, find it not very difficult, hope i can at least get a b3. other den that, today... nothing special happen in school. just that we're always crapping around and finding things to make a joke out of it. especially some comments left by geraldine's fans in the forum. it really can make me and peifen laugh till crazy. lol.
anyway, mr yap talked to me personally roday. i somehow knew that it had something to do with my physics. he asked me whether i have difficulties in physics and i told him yes. and he said i did badly for my tests. his opinion for me is that, maybe i should stay back after school and ask him questions. BUT i'm really scare of him, somehow i think that he's a monster! haha. den i told him i don wanna stay back cos i find it very hard to study in school. due to the atmosphere and i don like studyin in sch. afterall, i think that home is still the best place. soo, now i think i'll most probably have physics tuition. peifen will help me to ask her tuition teacher, hope that can start the tuition as soon as possible. if not i don think i can at least obtain a pass in the MYE.
hmm.. somehow i feel that many things are not within our control. at times, things doesn't happen the way we want it to be and we can't do anything about it. in these few years of secondary school life, it made me realise the truth beneath some things. life is never easy, and to make it easy, you have to work for it. there are many things we work for it, but it just doesn't seems to help. i made a promise to myself that when i grow older, i'll definitely work hard for myself. i wanna pull myself up from the current situation i'm in. i wanna prove to people that i have the ability to do it. i wanna gain the trust that i ought to get. i wanna let my parents know that i'm not wasting their money. i wanna let them know that, everything they invest in me, it's worth it. some reflections for myself...
have i been working hard enough?
have i put in enough effort to make it come true?
did i do what i'm suppose to be doing?
on my part, did i do enough to sastify them?
am i really suitable for it?
did i made a wrong move?
if yes, what should i do to salvage the situation now?
i had made a choice, a choice that's going to affect my future. there's no turning back now and i could only look forward. in order not to disappoint myself, i think it's time. it's time for me to wake up, it's time for me to start. i try to make it as a habit, i'll try.
sometimes, i wish time could stop at this moment cos i really need a break. a break from this stressful and tiring life. it's draining all my energy and i really feel that i'm on the verge of breaking down. i wanna change my current lifestyle. i need to make changes to many many things. it's either this or that. to make it happen, i can only rely on myself. i dunno why, but my hand is shivering now. i can't type anymore. takecare! byebye.
signing off
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| GERALDINE lost yesterday!!! but it's alright. i think that she did very great last night despite of her being sick, she still sang very well. and i think that she really should had no regrets cos she left a very good impression for us. the twins judges think that geraldine's voice is very unique, and i totally agree with what they said. and geraldine lost by a little bit only, around 1.1%!!! argh!!! OH YA!! the 2nd judge( u and i know who is HE ) is really so~ I really think that his words are very contradicting! HE asked geraldine if she's having sorethroat and geraldine replied yes and HE MENTION THAT SORETHROAT IS NOT AN EXCUSE!!! HE was the one who asked geraldine and of cos geraldine must reply lah! but geraldine did not even use that as an excuse lor!!! nonsenses!!! however, she lost gloriously yesterday night and she didnt disappoint any of her fans too! i'm sooooo proud to tell people that I SUPPORT GERALDINE, & SHE'S MY CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!! anyway, all the best for geraldine and hope to see her in the near future! from the newspaper today, read that geraldine might have a chance of being signed up by playmusic and if so, there'll be an album by the end of this year!!! hope it comes true and become a reality!!! geraldine also mention that she's willing to give up her studies if she's given her chance to enter the music industry. =D
anyway, i'm not very sad about the fact that geraldine was out yesterday night! BUT, peifen cried. and she cry until very badd !!! lol.
peifen: relax, calm down!!! don so sad, try to get over it as soon as possible!!! =D though she's out, we will still be able to see her in the future(hope so) rite!!! maybe she might have her own album, we wouldn't know it rite. so don sad !!! smile~
hmm. had our english oral today. and i can only say that it's really a disaster! mrs raj. said that the picture and the conversation will be some sort related. so i kind of prepared for the conversation and to my shock!!! it's not related at all, in fact the questions were really very hard to understand and one of the question was kind of personal too. the first question was [ is there anything you wish you had told somebody but didnt, and you feel remorseful about it? ] something lik that. erm, i think that it's kind of personal but still, we still have to come up with a story and try to bluff through!!! LOL~ the 2nd qns was [ do you agree to a extend that Singaporeans are taking their lifestyle for granted? ] sounds like a structured essay question is SS !!! haha. but i find it hard to understand too. the last qns for me was [ if you are given a chance to live in somewhere foreign, how would it be for you? ] i was totally stunned when i heard this question and i took some time to actually digest the qns and answer him!!! anyway, our examiner was mr. bruce ! =)
ok! anyway, i'm sick now! hainvg blocked nose and it's soooo XIN KU~ really have a hard time breathing and it's making me so tired when in school. really feel like sleeping in class but cannot cos still have to pay attention to the lessons! sigh. tmr still got to stay back for chemistry peer tutoring. so tiring. wish that i don have to go to sch tmr. but i think i'll still be going cos my father is not going to allow me to skip school. =( .. i'm feeling not so well now. eyes very watery, head very giddy and pain. zzz!! i'm going to rest now. byebye! take care ppl~
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